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Huh??? Is this my diary??
How long I had neglected it but who cares.
And now I'm back.
Who am I now?
I'm no longer a primary or secondary student but a college student.
What’s the different between them?? Well, u might think that's lots of different or u might think that's nothing special. For me, it's different because I'm facing problem with homesick just for case have to stay in hostel although i will be back home once a week. In case I have exam then i will not going back home and staying in hostel for few weeks. Oh ya, sorry for those friends comes from Sarawak, Seremban, or Kelantan, my case is just a small case for u all. But I seriously can feel wat u all feel too. I know it's sound sad =(.
Of course there's a lot of freedom too...err, I'm not mention that I was restrict by my parents when I'm in secondary school. But sometimes I prefer my parents to restrict me because I can feel that they are caring me. MUM & DAD I miss u a lot!! Besides, the most terrify thing is presentation coming one by one. This is what I resist the most once I enter college. Yeah, I have stage fear seriously. I resist talking in front of many audiences. It just happened last 2 days. It could be my first personal presentation for time within 10 minutes. 10 minutes might be short for u but its long for me especially when it the first time for my personal presentation. Well, it run well for first few minutes, but when the time to be close with conclusion, I get stuck there (it a great depression, I did my own practice a lots, sigh! ). Me: to provide….erm…..to provide…(silent)… i can saw there's many nervous impression looking at me, feels that they are more nervous than me. I feel quite funny when I refresh back what is happening on that moment. Miss Sharz: relax relax girl~ ( 1 minutes passed) I quickly look at the small pieces of paper on my hand. And it end finally. Although my first presentation got a little bit cacat but it’s run well overall to me because at least all of my “audience” listen to me silently and concentrate on when i convey. I hope it will be getting better for my next presentation.
Opss….Roommate wants to sleep right now. So I stop at here first ~ nitez~

scout farewell party !!

突然好想用华语！！
昨天仿佛大家都变成泪人了。昨天的确实很感人吧！先是玩了一些很恶心的游戏。嗯，因为相信这也是十七团的特色吧！哈哈！不多以形容，太恶心了.然后呢，当然也少不了水战啦！幸好我有多远就跑多远，逃过了他们的战略！！哈哈！！游戏过了，肚子也饿了，junior们说也是吃晚餐的时候了。那时觉得很兴奋，心想可能有好吃的了，走进den时，看到桌上摆满了食物，他们说那些食物都是junior们准备的。哪里知道我们喝的饮料是苦瓜汁，幸好我喜欢吃苦瓜所以不至于吐出来，不过真得很难喝！我们吃的炒饭也加料了，超咸的，就好像咸鱼那么咸！nasi lemak 也准备得很有“马来风味“，超辣！所以可想而知我们的那顿晚餐是多么的“好吃"........ 陆陆续续的我们的Ex-senior也到了，pn.diong叫他们跟我们分享一下他们的spm后的升学的事情。我真的觉得很可惜为什么那时的时间过得那么快，因为我还有很多东西想知道还有很多东西想聊嘛！

最感动的时刻终于到了哦！！当晚大家都聚集在礼堂及观赏junior们为我们准备的表演和slide show. 当晚的主持人是heewueivoon。所有的form5 scout leavers都必须被限3分钟站在台上说出自己的感像。很难吧? 可是没办法啊！唯有在没有准备的情况下说几句，好好享受一下站在学校台上说话给听众听的滋味，！！哈哈！！如果事先有准备的话应该有很多话我想说的，那感觉也不错吧？嘻嘻！！算了吧！老师也上台说了几句。Hee也说到哭了，jiayen 也哭了，包括honlin, yeesong, meijar, shukuan and so on .....不过哭的并不包括我哦！！厉害了！！
感动因为大家的热情， 不舍因为大家毕竟都在一起4,5年了，伤心因为不知几时大家庭可以再重逢。很感动吧！！大家都哭的要命！！

vexation and enjoyable moment ..

vexation and enjoyable moment ...it's ridiculous ??
my answer was definitely yes!!
it's vex because i have to decide what should i continue on my study. It's a damn knotty problem that i facing now after spm and need to make a wise decision finally and hope can make it as fast as possible and don't regret any more with that what i already chosen. And i realise that i don't have much time to really think about it because the up coming "stupid" national service going to "eat up" my time.

When i receiving the NS LETTER, there are many forms and some of them are necessary complete with the doctor's signs and verify or can say to take a very very basic medical check up... i personally thought that a troublesome and superflous..=.=
first waste money, second waste papers and the most angry thing is it's absolutely wasting my precious time cause it need to spend so muchhhhhh time on the government clinic. After spm, I'm rushing with my time. Rushing spend time on shopping, hang out, a lot of series or movies that i want to watch so much and i started to finish the story books as much as i can ..especially twilight, new moon and so on..wow..i really enjoy with it...the first time i damnably enjoy to read English story books. i admit I'm not even willing to finish a story book since i was in primary school. I'm very embarrassing to tell that...what a shame!...lol..

well... the second moment was the enjoyable moment for me..it is having my coming soon Christmas in Singapore...it's hard to spend time to stay together with all my family members..before spm has started, i always went to the tuition center so most of the time i was the spoiler to spoil what had my family members plan every weekend....lol...i'm here to say "sorry"....so i'm very excited to celebrate the up coming Christmas with my beloved family.... actually celebrate Christmas is the second reason to go to Singapore and main reason is my sister's R.O.M....LOL...once she R.O.M., she will migrate to Singapore..then i will seldom see her...too bad....the problem is once she is not here everyday, there will be a less chances to help me to solve problems that i can't dissolve it...i seems bad, right ? anyway that was the truth but i hope she will have a happiness life when staying there, "sister!congratulation! hope u happy always..!!" it's hard to tell her face to face, so I'm writing here for wishing her ..=P

Yeah, finally wish guys can have more funs on this becoming Christmas!!
MERRY CHRISTMAST, GUYS!!

MISS.....

kai yun and yuan ze
before of ur guys coming it's bring a lot of fun in my holidays!!
i will love and miss u all the time ..

listen !!

when i'm ad prepared my mood watever will happening tomorrow and go to bed ad..
phone sudden ringging !! it's ad 12.25 am...all my beloved family members were sleeping with their sweat dreams...
my sister picked up the phone: hey, is ur friend..last time call ur friend don't phone u ..it's late ad !!
p: hello, who is tat ?
l: hello, w decide not going tmr
p: can we ? cx not telling ppl there we will going ..
l: don't know.. call w to ask cx first ...
p: ok .. u guys go and ask i waiting for ur phone ..bye
sitting on the ladder, few minutes later, phone ringing
l: hello, we can don't attend tmr !!
p: ok ..thx god ! bye and goodnight ..
l: goodnight!

before this, when it was 8.25 p.m.
w: peitong, tmr we gather at the bus stop 7.30 a.m.
p: huh, y so early ?
w: tmr just 3 ppl will attend ..
p: y ?
w: cause joey mum don't want leave her alone and her family will go out
p: oh ..
w: their school bus will arrive at 8.30 a.m. -9.30 a.m.
p: then we can gather at 8.00a.m. at the bus stop cause it's too early
w: ok ..see u bus stop, 8.00a.m.

i want to say tat can u don't change ur decision last minutes!!
don't want to go then don't go! pls don't always wait until last minutes then blow out wat u want!! it's fun? it's amusing? i don't think so!
i don't understand it's new generation's style???
even though it's not the first time i facing this cases!
am i angry now ? yes ! cause i can't sleep well tonigh!
for those who do know wat i'm saying, it's ok ! cause i'm grumbling now !

happy birthday tongtong!!

4/3 is my birthday...
i'm felt tat i'm the happiness ppl now ..
thanks a lot to all my lovely classmates and friends...
in the morning, when i'm walked in to my classroom, 5 Daisy 3, my classmate sang the birthday songs to me..i'm filled with suprise and joy in tat time ..lol
suk yee, jennie, silvia, yen wen..
girls, thanks to all of u for preparing the "food party" to me ..
wai keong thanks u too cause make u woke up so early to buy the laksi lemak for us....lol
xeyiing thanks ur birthday card and the suprisingly present..lol..it's realy make me so shock ...haha...
after school, i'm at home watched the thailand ghost movie (brother force me to watch this movie ..==) it's extreamly horrible!!
watever it's still continued to celebrate my birthday at the night !!
haha...it's realy good shows from my friend....wan kun ..
at the beginning, wan kun reached my house, she asked me to go in my study room to help her check her letter whether it's got mistake or not then type and print it out ...on tat time i felt very odd cause she has a laptop why can't she type it out with her laptop..??
then i trying to check it out ...
suddenly she asked me to go out the study room and she said she wanted to start typing the letter...
when the door was opened, suprisingly i saw my "basketball gang" were standing outside the door and holded a birthday cake .....then u know wat is happened.. right..lol

Benjamin Button

long time i didn't post any things here ..

now is the school holidays ..
in these days i eat, i play, i sleep, i dream..
before holidays i ask myself must do all revision for all subject..but i didn't achieve it..
but at least i wasn't do nothing la ...
now some of my classmate was at genting highland enjoy their time....
wish them have a nice trip...

yesterday i watched a movie ..name " The Curious Case of Benjamin Button "..
i like this movie very much ...may be because the actor too ..lolz..
The story begins with... when Benjamin Button just has born and his mother was died.
He looks like an old fellow even though he just a baby. Wrinkles were deeply etched on his forehead, on his hand, his arm, his whole body ! his skin felt loose and leathery. his father thought he was a monster and abandoned him. luckily there was a kind black woman willing to raise him. the black woman treat him as her own son and Benjamin call the black woman as mama. when his was a child, he was practically bald. he just like an old uncle, sit in a wheelchair. he looks old. his action, his face, his body organ, seeming as a old man who has 80 years old but his heart, mentality was young! his mama meticulously take care for Benjamin in every possible way.

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when Benjamin ages as a teenager. Benjamin met with Daisy. but soon after Benjamin went to be a crew of a ship, he went for cruising with his friendly captain. Every places where Benjamin went, sure Benjamin posted kad for Daisy.
many years have past, Benjamin met with Daisy Benjamin became younger and younger. Their love story begins

finally, Daisy was pregnant and a baby girl was born. Benjamin was worry because he knew tat when Daisy getting older, his daughter will growing up and he will getting youger. he worried tat Daisy can't bear for both of them and he don't want his daughter knew tat she has a unusual father as him. so he decided to leave and ask Daisy to find a new husband and find a father for
their daugther .. "Brade Pitt looks extreamely handsome ..man !!"

Daisy was an old lady and she has a husband..Benjamin knew tat if he starter ay back, their relationship will become more complicated. so he left again.

few years, Benjamin was a smart teenager and he went back again to look for Daisy and his daughter.

at last, Daisy met Benjamin again. Benjamin was already turn to a child and he has senile dementia. he keeps forgetting things and forgotten wat had past through his life include Daisy. Daisy started take care of Benjamin. Benjamin finally grows as a baby and died. on tat time, Daisy ad was an old fellow.....

the end !!

i love this movie very very much !!

ya ...tmr will be the most busy day for me in this holidays ..cause in the early morning mum will bring my brother and i go to ride hot air balloon lar....i can't believe tat i got chance to meet with the hot air balloon and ride it.

lolz..awesome is it ?

in the evening i have to go to school to have fun for scout camping "malam kebudayaan" !!

have a nice day..buddy...